7.25.2010

Teenage downer.

Maybe I'm just having an off week. A me against the world week. I don't like this. I don't like feeling sad. I don't like feeling alone either, because I know I'm not alone, but I can't shake that feeing. Right now, I don't really know what I'm doing, or who around here there is to turn to or talk to. I need a brightener. Something to lift me up. Or probably change my attitude so I don't have to deal with awkward silences or friends getting mad.
I need a new week. One full of smiles, actually doing the things I wanted to do for my birthday, blaring music out my car windows, making sure I'm not left out of things, and do amazingly well in Phlebotomy class. I'm going to find fabulous gluten free food to eat, and not complain about it at all. I'm gonna hang out with cute boy, because it's a necessity. I'm going to go to Lagoon and have a blast. I'm going to shop at gardner village with my grandma, and hang out with one of my dear friends whom i haven't got to in a while.
This week instead of half empty, I'm going to be half full.

2 comments:

Kelsey said...

I believe i will be doing the same as you ashlee.
who knows, maybe i will come by and chalk your house. that always seems like a day brightener to me :P

Batash said...

I would secretly love that. Ha:)